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Name: LiSa
Country: Australia
Metro: Melbourne
Birthday: 9/27/1987
Gender: Female
Interests: MUSIC! (Music is my life. I don't know where I'd be without it.)
Evanescence, Save Ferris, Relient K, From First to Last, The Killers, Missy Higgins, My Chemical Romance, Hawthorne Heights, Something Corporate, Within Temptation, Matchbox 20, Dashboard Confessional, Matchbook Romance, Anastacia, Sarah McLachlan, No Doubt, Bright Eyes, Unwritten Law, Three Days Grace, P.O.D, Jimmy Eat World, Killing Heidi, Jewel, Goo Goo Dolls, Kelly Clarkson, Michelle Branch, Vanessa Carlton.
MOVIES! (I like movies, too. Movies are good.)
Girl, Interrupted, Mr & Mrs Smith. Lara Croft: Tomb Raider. Tomb Raider and the Cradle of Life. Shark Tale. Taking Lives. Sky Captain and the World of Tomorrow. Prozac Nation. Monster. Sleepy Hollow. Casper. Donnie Darko. 50 First Dates. Charlie's Angels 1 & 2. Riding in Cars with Boys. Never Been Kissed. Boys on The Side. The Truth about Cats & Dogs. Romy & Michele's High School Reunion. Mystery Men. Wet, Hot American Summer. Finding Neverland. Eternal Sunshine of
Occupation: Student
Industry: Other
Message: message me
Website: visit my website
AIM:  brokenshards87
Yahoo:  broken_shards87
Member Since:
4/19/2005
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| These days my fingers bleed
even before I bite them
Can't play it safe, can't play
at all any more
Let's go back please
to the games, they were
more fun and less painful
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A truth should exist,
it should not be used
like this. If I love you
is that a fact or a weapon?
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What do you want from me
you who walk towards me over the long floor
your arms outstretched, your heart
luminous through the ribs
around your head a crown
of shining blood
This is your castle, this is your metal door,
these are your stairs, your
bones, you twist all possible
dimensions into your own
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Don't let me do this to you,
you are not those other people,
you are yourself
Take off the signatures, the false
bodies, this love
which does not fit you
This is not a house, there are no doors,
get out while it is
open, while you still can
~Atwood. | | |
| 01. list ten things you want to say to people but don't think you can say to their face.
02. don't say who they are.
01.
I wish we could open up to each other more, without the awkwardness I
know we both feel. I don't know why it's there, I just wish it would go
away. I know we have so much to talk about, but it never seems to be
the right time. Above all, I wish I could help all the pain in your
heart go away, because more than anyone I know, you deserve to be happy.
02.
You're so completely awesome and irresistably loveable. I just want to
fly over there and hug you! =D I haven't known you long but I trust
you, and I feel like I could tell you anything.
03. I think
you're one of the cutest, funniest, most unique people I've ever met. I
really admire your who-gives-a-shit attitude and hope we hang out and
get to know each other better in the future.
04. I'm sick of
wanting things between us to go back to the way they were, because I
know it'll never happen. I'll just keep going on, pretending I'm happy
to talk to the person you've become/are becoming, even though I know
that if you were like that to begin with, I'd never have formed a
friendship with you.
05. Thankyou SO much for letting me into
your home for 3 weeks. I can't express how much I appreciated having
someone to talk to about anything, and laugh with randomly for no
particular reason. We should catch up more often. Oh, and I'm sorry for
making you nervous. I was too.
06. I do like you. I just don't
know how much. What I do know is that it isn't as much as you like me.
I'm scared that if we ever meet (and I do want to meet you one day),
you'll be disappointed.
07. Even though we've been friends for
almost 7 years, I feel like we're closer now than ever before even
though we see each other less, and I think it's because we've finally
learnt to be honest with ourselves and each other. We're more alike
than I thought.
08. I made an effort, but you obviously don't
care. I know it was you who left me that anonymous comment. I don't
know if it was meant to sound nasty, but it did, and it hurt, so screw
you.
09. Grow up and take some responsibility for yourself and
your words/actions, and you may well pass as a civil, more likeable
human being.
10. Our friendship, I think, is too far gone for me
to attempt to save. It is a shame though, because I miss you/who you/we
once were like crazy. (I'm confused. I want to believe that today was the turning point, but I guess only time will tell.)
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| My cat, Pepper, has been missing for 8 days. 
I'm so completely miserable and fearing the worst. It sounds really dramatic, I know, but the thing is, the people across the road from my house came over a few weeks ago to warn us. Their next door neighbours, (who own pigeons), had threatened to kill their 2 cats if they were ever found on their property again. The next week, both cats had gone missing. 2 weeks later, mine's gone too. It feels so awful. I always said that I don't know what I'd do without him. I've had him since he was born, 12 years ago, and he means so much to me. I just really need him to come back. | | |
| Don't forget me.
Bring me down.
Don't let me
promise you
things I cannot do.
This infection
Adds to my collection.
Hoard my pain,
And show it to you one day.
You alone indeed,
You sing so adamantly.
And it fills my mind,
With thoughts so fine.
Don't ask me too much of me...
Heal me now.
Heal me now.
Heal me now.
Heal me now.
Don't erase me,
Cut me out, replace me.
I'm still here.
And I'm not going anywhere.
You alone indeed,
You sing so adamantly.
Let it free, whatevers locked inside.
Don't ask too much of me, oh.
Heal me now. | | |
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